reactivat-ed:

You could save a life:

Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696

Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

jenoist:

info on Jonghyun’s condition i’ve been able to gather:

• Kim Jonghyun (member of SHINee) was found in an apartment unit / officetel (?) in Cheongdam-dong, Seoul, December 18th 6:00-6:30KST
• either in critical condition or already deceased, though unfortunately most sources state that he is dead
• suffered from carbon monoxide poisoning from lit coal briquettes, attempted to commit suicide
• Gangnam police have confirmed his death
• Allegedly sent his sister a suicide message prior to the event

fyjjong:

blue night radio ♡ 160331

jonghyun: if you tear up, then just cry. how is there such a thing like: “something to cry over” or “nothing to cry over”. (source: cosmicsticks)

seulpeo:

• standing up for lgbt students and minorities at large by amplifying their voices, but doing so respectfully (dec 2013)
  
• reflecting on his appreciation for hero movies… ‘i have to protect my world’ (mar 2013)
• receiving boxes of listerine after a joke comparing his deja-boo suit colors to listerine flavors went viral, during base promotions (feb 2015)
• comforting a fan who was self-conscious about her name with a handwritten note at a shinee fansign (may 2015)
• going to comfort a crying key during shinee’s concert at tokyo dome, but ending up crying himself (early 2015)
• speaking playfully with a male listener on blue night radio (may 2015)
• mentioning his gratitude for fans and listeners in creating a safe space with blue night radio (july 2015)
• discussing his conversation with taemin about “gender roles, prejudices and negative views about artists, etc.” when writing pretty boy for taemin ft. kai on blue night radio  (aug 2015)
• personally supporting radio guest baek young ok on blue night radio in her efforts to bring sanitary pads to low-income girls (mar 2017)

there are so many more moments to include but i wanted to hold onto these for sure. jonghyun, you were a celebrity like no other. i cant imagine a world without you. i wish you’d gotten to known how many hearts and minds you touched with your voice, your songwriting, and just by being yourself.

But today is an important day in which an important star became an angel. My fellow shawols, we are in this together, and I want you to know he wouldn’t want us to feel sad, but don’t be ashamed to let the tears flow.I will be sharing some posts here to help with coping.